When Does Happiness Arrive?
Tina Schumann
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With the husband making coffee at the kitchen sink,
his t-shirt still warm with sleep. The cat blinking
from her window perch and the coreopsis
still in bloom behind her. With the neighbor’s bamboo
swaying in autumn light and the single white mushroom
in the front lawn that appears and disappears in a day.
Anything that says I am not inert
matter. I can be jolted awake
by the everydayness of the world.
Blindsided while channel surfing
on a Tuesday night of dull television
and suddenly there’s Pete Townshend,
seventy-six and mostly deaf still windmilling
his pitcher's arm across the face of a Stratocaster.
Still gripping on to the neck
of whatever he has left to give.
His almost libidinous hunger for noise
and grit and motion and giving
the crowd what they still crave
radiating from the whole of his long body.
All these decades later – the mutual joy
reverberates. What does happiness mean
anyway? That you breath? That despite
the damaged world you will stumble on it
when you need it most and that you are
willing to let your fingers go bloody in the pursuit.
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Tina is a Pushcart nominated poet and the author of three poetry collections, Praising the Paradox (Red Hen Press, 2019) which was a finalist in the National Poetry Series, Four Way Books Intro Prize and the Julie Suk Award; Requiem. A Patrimony of Fugues (Diode Editions, 2017) which won the Diode Editions Chapbook Competition and As If (Parlor City Press, 2010) which was awarded the Stephen Dunn Poetry Prize. Her poems have appeared widely since 1999, including The American Journal of Poetry, Ascent, Cimarron Review, Hunger Mountain Review, Michigan Quarterly Review, Nimrod, Palabra, Parabola, Poetry Daily, Rattle, Verse Daily, and read on NPR’s The Writer’s Almanac. www.tinaschumann.com